I'm Going to Try

There is nothing stopping me from breaking down. want to, almost. 

I want to scream. No soundproof room; bellowing

Pretty much anything you say isn't going to affect me.

Upwards. 

That's the goal and in the end we are all flailing. Failing to stand up, lying.

A Lie.

Like a snowball, growing and melting together.

And to think getting a dog makes us all glowed up.

Almost.

To want.

Down.

Breaking.

From me, stopping nothing.

Is there?