acceptance

i've accepted the reality of running into people that aren't in your first
circle of influence
people who are in your life because of people who are
no longer in your life
if you're still with me, clap your hands.
when you run into them, you lose your mental stability with small talk
you mumble. you hesitate. you become awkward.
because you're not sure if they know whatever it is you are hoping they dont know
clap again.
you'll walk away from that person with questions running through your mind
hearing the voice enter your world is like falling down a hole.
you instantly lose concentration
your world is all of a sudden forced into a portal of memories
and there is nothing better than truly accepting it
which i am proud to say that i have
seeing them is the utmost favourite.
their immaturity and their inexperience
have reached the same ground as their daily knowledge intake
what more could you ask for?
well... you sit here, feeling the world around you take off
feeling your world erupt into new opportunities and new experiences
you realize that human life is fascinating.
learning is easy, it's growing up that's the hard part
shit happens. accept it. take it all and run.