happy birthday, grandma

"is that a pot plant?"

no! it's a money tree. but same thing.

i will never love a skinny man

Once upon a time there was a girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adored him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and well being. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend, 'I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!’ replied the 4th boyfriend, and he walked away without another word.

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend, 'I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!’ replied the 3rd boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend, 'I have always
turned to you for help and you've always been there for me.

When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the 2nd boyfriend. 'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was devastated.

Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go.'

The girl looked up, and there was her first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!'

In truth, you have 4 boyfriends in your life:

Your 4th boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth. When you die, it will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul; often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

different pages on another night

if this means that i want to put everything on hold for a while,
well, i have no idea

paulina with the glass eye

Hahah your not short. Your pretty decently tall

I know! I thought so too! Hahaha

Lol. Well your just a great person overall. So there

Thank you. You are very sweet.

Oh your so very welcome. And im glad you are really nice too. And not a bitch =)

smile and the earth stands still

it was beautiful, whereever we were
i dont know why there were so many of us there
with our families
even dillen was sitting at our table. well i only saw the back of his head
the carducci's were behind us
and i think the hindemith's were to our right
and then there was a kid. a boy. he was wearing a dress
he must have been only twelve - thirteen at the most
but everybody understood
i wanted it to be italy
it was warm and we were all together
talking
smiling
laughing
together
she came up to me and told me that he needed to tell me something
i didnt know whether to be excited or nervous
i was excited
i was nervous
he came over and he sat me down
he grabbed my hands
"i care about you - but i'm 6 ft and you're a bit too short for me."
i dont remember what i was feeling but i just got up and walked away
where could he be?
i walked or ran frantic
through a beautiful building
i swear the floor was marble
i think it might have been someone's house
what's for dinner?
and then there he was on the rocks by the ocean
and i told him
it was sunny and the warmth filled my cheeks
i told him and i was crying
he was by the ocean and i cried
and then i woke up
9:36?
no.
Daylight Savings.
8:36
i walked to the bathroom

i was crying