Having to admit that what you've been doing isn't working is not easy. No one enjoys failure at least I haven't met them yet.
We are creatures of habit. Humans have natural instincts, addiction, ritual. For the most part we think for ourselves however we also consciously become indecisive at times.
For example, I've been to Starbucks 400 times but sometimes I get there and have no idea what to order.
9 times out of ten we don't try something new, we order something familiar, something "safe" and often are disappointed. It's the irony of life.
We cannot decide what to eat for lunch or dinner sometimes so we let others choose for us. People know what they like more than they know what they want.
I'm having trouble starting over. I need a fresh start on my business idea because...well that's a good question. Because I'm tired? Not overly.
Because I failed at the first shot? Not really, no.
Because it's A LOT of work and it's MY work to do?
Getting warmer...
Because I don't KNOW if it will catch on? HOT.
I am supported by so many and I'm being selfish. I'm putting off before project - one of my habits or addictions, if you will, because I DON'T KNOW whether it will work or not.
Just working, putting my coins in a jar, not creating anything bright and shiny. I'm not building anything new for others to enjoy. People don't need me at all. And personally, I'd like that to change.
This is my official kick in the ass for a reboot.
Sometimes you need a reminder that doubt is a bigger dream killer than failure.
Here's to starting over.
