high as fuck on life and other things

there are an incredible amount of words that i could write here
astronomical, really
we have been through so much together, kid
you're older than me but you're still just a kid
we're still just kids

it's too bad that we're both just really fucked up
no wonder we dont have boyfriends
who gives a shit, really
we might as well date each other
i'd be down

how much do you expect from me?
i'd like to hope that i do my best
we have gone through huge changes in our lives
the transition to junior high was one thing
but then high school was like a vortex
and we both kind of got sucked in
we're going to be okay though
because we always have been

god, i dont even know what to write
remember when your brother's phone was ringing
and he couldn't find it
he stuck his face in the bag of chips
it was right underneath
that was the first time i ever heard, "she thinks my tractor's sexy"

lindsay rae dorey,

i just want you to know that
even though we dont talk every day
or see each other down the hall during class change
you are my best friend
we can go through a million conversations with other people
and we can walk down the hallway with a different person every day
but that will never change

i love you so much
happy birthday, beautiful