confirmation of more than just the sacrament

Dear Bishop:

I am not a nice kid.
I smell bad and am rude to my sister.
Wash away my sins.
Thank-you

Donny.
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to be honest,
i have always wanted to just sit down with you so that we could talk about everything that we havent talked about before - maybe everything you've been avoiding
i dont know how to help you but i want to so bad
and it's not fair that you dont open up to me
i know it's hard for you
it's still hard every day
i'm just sick of the shit that we put each other through every day
i guess, what i'm saying is it's useless
it's sometimes hard for me look back and remember things from when we were a lot younger
too many things went wrong
there were too many times that we were let down
and through most of it, i just remember not being able to wait to grow up

listen kid,
he's gone - but i'm not going anywhere.

i love you and we'll get it one day.