30.3.09

honey, i'm home

you're honestly one of the most incredible people that i know
and it means a lot to me that you're one of my closest friends
you are selfless and passionate
you are a star.

i admire you for your courage
i admire you for knowing exactly what you believe in, and never turning your back on it
if only i had front row seats to my beliefs, every day
one day, maybe

there are very few people that i know who would go to the lengths that you go to
me?
no
you took a huge risk in doing what you did
you put a little bit more light back into the lives of people
but then again - you've always done that

thank you for never giving up on life, on yourself
on me
dont argue this, either
you have done more than you know
and i've missed you

i just want you to say, "honey, i'm home"

you say you need a girl in your life

i just straight up dont understand you sometimes
you told me yourself that day when we went out for lunch
you said, "i just need a girl in my life"
okay, here i am
and i've been trying to be here for you and all that junk
i guess it's just not working
maybe you should tell me what i'm doing wrong
better yet, tell me if you want me here at all

i dont want to waste my time if you're not going to waste yours, too
that's what we're supposed to be doing - wasting time with each other
because we're young and we're not getting any younger