slow down.

you know when you get so busy you just need to slow down but you think slowing down might throw you off all together? yeah, that's how i'm feeling. working Monday to Friday and sometimes even Saturday at an average of 10 hours a day is absolutely draining. and the sad part is that i love it. i love it so much that i've let it grow on me. i've let older men into my office. i've been let into their bed. i'm a smart girl but sometimes i'm a complete idiot. what can you do? you just do you. and this is me 100% in the flesh. i may have less flesh than i used to but that's only because i've completely forgotten that lunch exists. "i'm too busy." I say. but never too busy to work; to help others that i work with. where in the world did that girl go? that girl who used to love everything about herself and try to communicate beauty through her words and body and mind.don't get me wrong, i love myself still and i'll be my biggest advocate but i'm finding it harder and harder to breathe.

i've even started to forget about haiku tuesdays...