here comes the rain again

it's here again
not the same as always because it's never been the same since
this year there's more
there's ours and yours
there's him and every single thing imaginable
there's him thinking that it means you all get to be kings for a day
there's him and that thing called sarcasm
there's his one-month-old instead of his foot-long bong
there's his mouth full of Denny's
there's his sixth beer by 2 pm
there's his voice in the back of my mind
singing
always singing

falling on my head like a memory
falling on my head like a new emotion