Yeah -where to begin.
Netflix? This has been the strangest period of time, where you need not leave your home for anything other than major necessities. I'm embarrassed to admit I've had TP and PT delivered to my door. Since the start of the global pandemic, caused by the novel coronavirus named COVID-19, I have anxiety.
I literally just burst into tears typing that.
It has taken me so long to fully accept that this world is fucking meaningless to some people.
And I just want to thank you for being on this journey; from me, with me. From the beginning , middle and end. Till now. There's absolutely no way I could have done it without you. I am learning.
If we aren't learning, then what's the fucking point?
Need I remind you, life is short and full of little things.
Baby, I'm a broken record.
Can
You
Hear Me Now
?
Just some friendly advice: Human beings are incredible!
We have it in ourselves to overcome anything. I believe this with my full heart.
Me
A
Break
Then we're the ones who don't end up taking our own advice. Right?
Am I Right?
Please do not hesitate to tell me if I am because that shit is music to my ears. My husband knows me better than anyone and he has to be very careful about saying those words around me. I get very horny.
Though isn't that the problem? We take our angers from outside places into the wrong spaces and ruin the days of others as if they owe us something. Forget actions have consequences. When we aren't careful, we lose. In the worst way we lose it all sometimes. Maybe we didn't deserve it or maybe we asked for it. I'm a believer in karma and you can call it whatever you want to call it. I know I'll be paying for things I did for the rest of my life.
Mentally, we are our worst enemy.
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Just to pick everything apart doesn't make me feel any better. Im tird (yes, I can't possibly bother to announce it properly) because to do so would be to disrespect the exhaustive efforts of our health professionals. Frontline workers deserve 24 karat gold fucking medals for putting up with the pathetic excuse that is the Alberta government since the global pandemic.
The main thing I guess here, as I look forward to the "long-run" -or- whatever our next normal will be. Once #COVID19AB is behind us, we are going to be waiting on the next catastrophe. This isn't my assumption, it's what it is, and why it is so important to remind ourselves to be more patient. People are in a big hurry (STILL, if you can believe that) after all the world has gone through together. They can't possibly have forgotten, To be kinder doesn't cost a thing. To love our neighbours despite how many vehicles they may have parked on the street at any given time. (and of course I'm not talking about for when there's a Snow Parking Ban or street sweeping, Karen and Chad)
Every single person on this Earth has a story to tell and we are grateful, or at least we *should* be, to be living here and typing this and telling our stories.